ellemhach

no.thing . some.thing .

dystopia . don’t show me this . don’t feel this . don’t touch me . don’t watch this . don’t try this at home . don’t make me explain this . don’t hear this .

i can’t escape this . i can’t describe this . i can’t hope for this . i can’t make this happen . i can’t make this go away . i can’t solve this . i can’t wait for this . i can’t feel this .

i don’t want this . i don’t know what i want . i don’t feel anything . i feel no.thing . there is some.thing . i want no.thing . i want some.thing .

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feel like i’m living on borrowed time, like i’m living in someone else’s space, like i don’t belong, like there’s nowhere else to go even …