pause this, follow that, nothing finds a way to make me notice it. excitation, curiousness, want to know how, find the perfect form of representation.
you do not excite me anymore.
to show. to show is to profess, what is it that i want to say? why am i here? to do what i could not do last time.
last time i got stopped in my tracks, prevented from getting to where i should have been. i have something to say, but the perfect medium is yet to be found, and the audience is not yet ready to listen. i have more to learn before i know what i have to say.