valley of what?
make a plan and change it. find a reason to not really care. wonder why we get so frustrated and lost. valley girl, lost in …
snippets..
19th Feb, 2002 back and forth, take it however you can get it, don’t ask why, don’t complain, momma never told you why, but you …
quicksand
heaven help falling back find the spot and mark it. fix this fix that debate the point and hope they understand. haven’t found the cure, …
hassle
for some reason, everyone that comes into my life to give advice/assistance, ends up bringing hassles. do i walk around with a flashing neon sign …
Pause Transmission. *beeeeeeeeeeeep*
this diary is going into pause-mode.. don’t fret, i’ll be back eventually. it’s just that i won’t have access for a while, so it’s better …
decisions
still waiting for phone calls and decisions (as previously described). as of today, i have two weeks to move, regardless of what answers i get …
i wish it were nice and simple
so i’m going through the process of deciding what i’m doing with my life, where i’m living, who i’m living there with, where i’ll be …
VTC
Virgo – Illustrate your point for those who are unfamiliar with the jargon. Gain support by appealing to a wide spectrum of people on a …
lalalala… *ding ding* ooh, flowers!
wandering towards the city, contemplating about emotional symmetry, both the presence and absence of such; when: “ooughbourtyeorousooay” “uh, sorry..?” “you look absoloutely georgous today.” “thank …
sleeping beauty
past is past but it still semi-haunts. bad dreams of times past and little residual effects (which could be far worse than they are, but …
fuhgeddaboudit
i had something to say, but after logging on, i forgot what it was…. i hate it when that happens.
now and then
Simultaneously battling past, present and future, nothing seems to hold anything back, nothing is the something that fear is made of. Fearing ‘then’ coming back …
status check
couldn’t make it out for coffee on 35 seconds notice for various reasons.. lacking funding, waiting for phone calls, and a general desire to keep …
finding reasons
need to call my mum, and steven. advice from the two people who know me best, and accept me nomaterwhat. potential plans for going to …
shifting sands
i’m so fucking sick of people telling me that their ‘opinion’ should matter more than anything else i have to consider. i’m sick of people …
Start Your Asta!
hmm.. after a life-induced break from online-ness, i’ve realised that asta.lj is ready to go.. if i had more time right now, i’d link it …
stay or go
arg. plans changing because of arguments here and there. not me, him. current status is: Palace not an option anymore; staying here for time being, …
compilation
Friday, 11th January, 2002, 04.00PM Left, right, snatch and grab, find a reason and make a pact, playing catch up, it’s all in the bag, …