it’s been a strange, strange time, the last few days…… and this entry will most like raise a few eyebrows.. i’m almost at the point …

geeeee… well someone out there is a tad obsessive….. but moving on from that, the midget was running around in the roof again last night.. …

wow.. i slept last night… i mean.. i slept last night.. 12 hrs.. it was broken sleep still.. but it was sleep… i woke up …

just so you all know, i’m fine… just a little frustrated at various events… i’ll be ok.. i don’t have much time to write a …

“good thing i’m in bitch mode..” i said.. and how.. i feel like blowing things up.. have felt that way all day.. after a series …

i know, i know.. it’s been a while since i last updated.. sorry and what.. but.. life and what.. and writers’ block. sigh.. there’s a …

i’ve noticed something odd with my referrer stats… someone (i have no idea who) reads http://www.hardocp.com/, then reads my diary….. this disturbs me somewhat.. its …

not quite.. but after watching the rushes, it looks like i might be.. which is what the script called for.. it was an intense shoot.. …

i have so many things spinning around in my head. filming, i hate actors, the SOApBOx book, Hamish, artbeat, art vs writing, i miss Steven, …

last night i went to a couple of exhibition openings.. i don’t know what it was.. but either the late lunch, the beer at the …

i have to write about this dream i had the other night.. this was the first of about four dreams i had that night, and …

it’s odd for me to update my diary when i’m in this sort of mood.. i got the hint today.. i think.. well, i’ve been …

i feel like hell. i woke up with the worst migraine. it’s lightened to a dull ache now, so i guess thats a good thing.. …

i remember reading somewhere in a body language analysis thingy.. about how, subconsciously, you do things, to give you an opportunity for whatever it is …

i hate being this busy.. i need time to myself.. the last few days i have spent just about every waking hour, with people. and …

ok.. i know.. i haven’t been on much.. busy busy busy and what.. lemme see.. sunday: postponed meeting with Lou, stayed here for rehearsals. have …

ooh, a black page.. yes. black. Happy Birthday, J.. i’m in the worst mood possible. i’m grumpy. i’m irritable. i feel like throwing rocks at …

shut down computer. brush teeth. lock up. switch off lights. pick up sleeping cat. put cat down on bed. get changed into PJ’s. switch off …

bleh.. i have the headache from hell.. i know i should go to bed.. but.. uhhh.. i’m not sleepy.. my mind is travelling at 4000 …

ok, i’ve redesigned the site, blah blah, i added a list thingy, blah blah, i still have to add the links page to the angelish …