i sat here, reading the words on screen, understanding the meaning, but unable to relate to the experience, wait, thats not entirely true, i’ve had …

Water rushing down my back, damn, its not hot enough. The hot water system in this house sucks. Mind wanders around, trying to find something …

ugh. i’m feeling like crapX0r at the moment.. it’s like i can’t wake up.. even though its 4pm, and i’ve been up since 10.. my …

so last night i went to Katrina’s 23rd b’day thingy.. dinner at Fatboys, a quick stop in at Ric’s, then upstairs at The Beat. i …

i’m trying. i’m trying to keep up with everything. have you ever gotten to that point where you just can’t find the time to think …

I’m scared… i’m also nervous, jittery, restless, nauseas, and so far, sleepless. fear is something i was once quite used to.. but it was usually …

“find the words i say and find the feelings, evident and obvious, but somewhere underneath lie the words that i mean to say, the things …

i’m listening to Massive Attack’s ‘Angel’.. that really says enough about my mood.. if you don’t know it, go find it. that song is the …

i had a vAry disturbing dream this morning… it wasn’t a nightmare, it just dealt with an issue that, until now, i have refused to …

i have so much to talk about.. and i should leave some of it for another time.. but for the moment, i’ll talk about art. …

this time yesterday, i was sitting in the little courtyard at the back of the gallery.. its this tiny little paved space, that is surrounded …

i woke at midday, feeling ‘liek a bags of hell’.. so, what’s the first thing i decided to do? yes! that’s right! go play with …

bleh.. there are so many things i have been refusing to comment on. i kinda feel like i want to talk about a few of …

i received an odd package in the mail from mum.. sewing machine needles, and a newspaper from my home town.. i have no idea why …

so i went to my doctor today.. diagnosis unconfirmed. more tests. whee. end discussion. i’m waiting for mum to ring.. she rang this morning as …

hmm.. what did i do today..? i slept in (YYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY) i got 15 hrs sleep or something like that.. hoo boy, and aren’t i awake …

i have a couple of comments to make about this thing. diary, archive, journal, whatever.. three seperate incidents spawned these thoughts of mine.. the first, …