i’ve been neglecting this. there is so much going on that i don’t really know what to say about most of it. it’s not writers …

i’ve noticed that it’s very difficult to think politically, and logically, when you’re trying to stop yourself from throwing up. i have so many things …

well.. v’day came and went with no surprise, and no reply email. i don’t know why i’m surprised.. i hate valentines day. i always have. …

i just had a thought.. don’t get me wrong.. i’m not totally pessimistic about this AWOLism. i know that there are some perfectly reasonable, and …

i think i’m here, just, here to distract myself, i can’t sleep, i’m tired as all hell, i’ve been up since 9am yesterday and its …

and fuck you, too. there are so many people i feel like saying that too. i can’t begin to compile a list. i’m almost dreading …

blargh.. i finally got to sleep at about 5.30am.. or 6ish.. hell, i dont know. the phone woke me at 9am.. joy it was wp …

yes. cranky.. i was in the middle of trying to write a “where the fucking hell are you” email, that didn’t sound too aggressive or …

i’ve been lying in bed for an hour, tossing and turning, trying to get back to sleep.. after going to bed with a migraine at …

i am so exhausted.. the meeting with Lou went for fivefuckinghours .. and we have another meeting tomorrow.. whee.. it was good though.. we got …

yes, i’m still in babblX0r mode.. i woke up this morning, feeling incredibly ill, thanking every deity i could think of that Lou had postponed …

yes.. babble.. rather than post something deep and meaningful, or some odd snippet of my day, i thought i’d post a few odd babblish thoughts …

i dreamt that my sister and i went touristy-visiting a lighthouse… we got there, and this asian woman took my cat (god knows why i …

..and in my half-asleep state, i found it quite thought provoking: “Sometimes I think the surest sign that intelligent life exists elsewhere in the universe …

that just tells me that i have no control over the situation.. which is so fucking true. there isn’t a damn thing i can do..and …

i finally got hold of my sister.. they went camping for the long weekend, and didn’t tell anyone they were going. great timing…. she rang …

sleep, wake, shower, dizzy, eat, dizzy, sick, shower, sleep.. the thought of being around people at the moment scares me.. not scare, as in fear, …

my dreams are quite insane.. intense, but insane.. i can’t remember them though, dammit..it’s times like this when i need them most.. anywho.. i didn’t …

why is it so difficult to find someone on this godforsaken planet? erg.. why can’t i get in touch with the one person that could …