yes.. babble.. rather than post something deep and meaningful, or some odd snippet of my day, i thought i’d post a few odd babblish thoughts ive had over the last 24 hours or so…
i found another diary to read.. i am engrossed in it.. if it wasn’t online, i’d take it to bed with me.. this girl is fascinating.. i was up all night reading her diary (i’m still less than half way through it all), and a few of the entries brought up some issues from my own childhood.. and about my present, too.. but i won’t go into all that now, it’s still swimming around in my head.. and frankly i’m too tired, sick, pissed off, disappointed and depressed to work out exactly what to say about it all. (woo! build that wall, lisa.)
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mum rang last night.. again.. just to check up on me.. and again, she sent me to tears, with only the best of intentions…actually.. she helped me work out a few things.. argh. background info: when mum was 16 she started training to be a nurse.. she got within 6 months of completing her training and registering, and she got sick of it, and quit. (thats my mum to the core… start one thing, nearly finish it, get bored, move on. she’s worked in so many different places. hell, industries.. she started nursing, then went to working in bars, then she owned a retail store, then she went on to retail/management training (both within corporations, and at a college), simultaneously, she was on various committees for regional development.. followed by advertising, and and . er. where was i? ah. mum rang, helped me work out a few basics which had been bugging me.. health and what. actually, it was dad’s words that brought on the tears.. i won’t add much to that. daddy’s little girl ’nuff said.
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last night i was supposed to go to archie’s going away celebrations.. bon voyage arch. actually, tomorrow, he’s off to Melbourne for a few days.. he’s doing a portrait of TISM for the Archibald prize. (if you don’t know who TISM are, go here for the official site, or, for a basic intro explanation of what TISM are.. try here.. and then go to your napster/scour or whatever you use, and download “He’ll never be an Old Man River” ..funny stuff.) er. yes. archie. he’s going over to prague to do his masters.. i was supposed to go last night, but i .. er.. i hid. 🙂
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i’m thinking about moving this again.. i know.. i’m such a fussy little thing.. anyway, i’ve found a new diary site, and i’m checking out their setup.. well.. i was doing that last night while i was hiding. it looks like it pretty much roX0rs.. but it’ll take a bit of work to get it set up.. i’m thinking about moving over all the old entries from the scribble site, as well as from here.. but anyway, i’ll let you know. and yes, i’ll link you all there.. stalkers.. i think thats all i’ve got to say.. it’ll do for now. i’m off to bed.
g’night..