bongos, bass guitar, keyboards, and a DJ all jamming, and me with a headache brewing, and a mega-storm brewing outside, and it was fun, but i didn’t really know why i was there.. i guess it had something to do with ‘where else could i be?’ but that doesn’t really feel like an adequate reason to be anywhere, much less where i was, in the mood i was in.. spent most of the night sitting outside, in the semi-cool air, away from the noise pumping through the PA and occasionally talking to one, or another who had come out for the air or the whatever. we need to talk, there’s something amiss, but i can’t quite put my finger on what it is.. how can you address something when you’re not sure what it is? i can see it now – “We need to talk..” “About what?” “I dunno…” “Mmmk..”
i hate those kinds of discussions anyway.. i’m in a backing away kind of zone lately, but there’s nowhere to back up to. he’s behind, in front of and beside me, and that’s part of the problem.. the other part is an intangible sense of confusion, and a mismatch of energy in various areas. but i’m not sure if i’m feeling all this over-intensity in reality, or through a sense of fear of it.. am i making it happen because i fear it, or does it really exist? that’s the answer i need to know, asap.
the intuition/psychic senses are stronger than ever lately.. i’m feeling something coming, i know where from, but i’m not quite sure of exactly what it is.. all of my senses are on overload, everything seems hyper-real, i’m not getting enough time to myself to center, to focus, to concentrate, to analyze – the subject matter is everything that passes through my sub/consciouness.
at the moment, i feel like i’m sinking in quicksand…
Quicksand… *mind wanders off in the direction of perception and spatial theory* Hmm… I wonder if we might get together for a chat about this when you come over on the 5th… I’d like that. Oh, currently it’s looking like a decent sized crowd should show… but you never know 🙂
~Niv
Sounds good.. I have to admit, I haven’t thought about that for a while, though, at least I’ve got a bit of time to refresh/replace my mind 😉
I’m as guilty as you on that one.
Saw LotR today… hmm… better than Harry Potter, but even though Potter was longer I didn’t get a sore neck in it.. Lord of the Rings on the other hand… hmm… Packed cinema too, capacity crowd.
~Niv
oddness.. I saw LotR yesterday too.. also within a capacity crowd.. I was indeed impressed. Potter wasn’t as good.. LotR seemed to hold the magic for the length of the film, whereas Potter lost it at times.. but that’s just me.
oddness… yeah, kinda.
Lisa and Daniel, archfilm critics and visual spatial theorist extraordinares… e’gads! that’s got a nice ring to it. *chuckles*
*grins*
“archfilm critics and visual spatial theorist extraordinares” – I like it. With a title like that, very few could stop us rambling for hours 😉
We’re there baby, we’re there…
~Niv