we were supposed to finish filming last night… but at 5pm, i got a phone call from Gareth (Paul’s housemate)… Paul was in hospital again yesterday afternoon, another asthma attack.
as much as i’m worried about him, i’m also worried about getting this film done……. he’s arriving later this afternoon, so we can film the last three scenes tonight. jeeez…. talk about running out of time.. the opening night for the exhibition is this wednesday… which gives princess a grand total of 4 days for edtiting and post production…
lots going on, can’t find the words to talk about it.. its just that i’m concetrating on getting it done, as opposed to my usual detached objective analysis…
but, things are going well.. i’m happy… things are going well, i spent a few days worrying about what the hell i’m doing, and what it all means, and (expecially) worrying about my usual freak-out over the thought/possibility of ‘commitment’… but, as i realised last night…. it’s all good. 🙂