today was not the best…
how was my day? a succession of visions of possibilities.. it was haunting..my phone call to mum didn’t help to put them to rest… they’ve …
Angelish. Archive copy of various online journals held at various places dating from 2000 to 2003.
Read with caution – this is generally a dark self-analysis.
how was my day? a succession of visions of possibilities.. it was haunting..my phone call to mum didn’t help to put them to rest… they’ve …
woah… i got shivers down my spine when i remembered this: i was about 4 or 5, i think.. i was at my grandparents place …
I can’t change their behaviour patterns, but dammit, I’m fed up with this.. I don’t, and I never have fit into their mold, so they …
jesus.. i had the oddest dream about gb people.. there was this defamation law suit against one person, and we went through every log, every …
arg…..i had to explain the rift between Leon and I to Franz today.. i can’t believe he hasn’t said anything about it to Franz already… i …
my dreams are insane lately.. the one i had this morning was .. uh.. odd, to say the least.. the bits i remember: i was …
ohhh.. i wish….. wow.. the plans i could make for that idea… gimme a private jet, several semi-automatic weapons, various 1337 gadgets (thanks Q) to …
and i cried.. i didn’t say so.. but i did.. the news hit me.. in the worst way…all i could think of was “ohh no …
god i hate labelling slides.. its the most finicky, annoying thing.. and bah! how am i supposed to remember what i called that work? i …
it was a startlingly clear moment of self-knowledge.. i had to write this down before it left me.. in that instant i understood what drives …
argh.. a zillion little things pop up, and make it impossible to get anything done..this time, lou’s cousin sam has had a bad fight with …
oooh.. another thing that happened on friday… franz told me when my solo show for next year is.. April 6 to May 2, if anyone …
Archie won the Samstag!! wowness.. seriously.. this is big gossip.. hahahaa.. he was wearing that shirt last night.. he’s centre of all the talk, and …
“should we get some baby food?” .. “it’s up to you, but you know the baby died three years ago” the look on that woman’s …
the cult is dead. long live the cult. yes, its over. as sad as it may be, we’ve had enough.
i feel like my body is operating on about 55% of system resources.. haha..if i was a computer, i’d have been reformatted by now.. i’ve …
hahahaa.. and run away i did.. teehee oh j35u5 mercy mercy mercy me Mercyndol and ‘ka … its a wicked kombination.. but my saviour. this …
there aren’t enough hours in the day for the amount of sleep i need at the moment.. and even then, i have stuff to do. …
a day to remember, and a day to forget. geh… the good news? eh.. i think i’m feeling too awful to think about it. tea. …
that the timer on this has come into line.. oddness.. must have had something to do with the US daylight saving.. although, i have my …