you.. and you.. and you…
i wish people would just make up their minds.. i’m very easy to get along with, as long as i know where i stand. you…..god …
Category: Angelish
Angelish. Archive copy of various online journals held at various places dating from 2000 to 2003.
Read with caution – this is generally a dark self-analysis.
private universe
i spoke too soon.. i shouldn’t have mentioned that i hadn’t been feeling so sick. the last 2 days straight, i’ve been almost constantly on …
oi…
the dream i had this morning: i was competing in a TV game show… kind of like Big Brother, which is kind of like Survivor… …
The brain you have reached has been disconnected.
Virgo, Sunday, June 3: Be satisfied. Even a perfectionist like you has to admit that it rarely gets this good. On some level, love scrawls …
explanation of ambiguity.. less than zero.
i had the perfect intro/explanation of this.. i thought of it while i was in the shower, and i’ve since lost all hope of ever …
“last night i lost the last of my humanity”
that phrase above, is the first line of the third film.. “Cailleach”. a lot happened last night. it was the opening night for the princess’s …
Versteckte Tagesordnung?
a second entry for today, and just as angsty as the first.. i’m more awake now though.. lets see… what have i done today? not …
mmm…sleepy and ranting…
g’morning.. there’s a few things that have been going on that i haven’t mentioned here, or, to anyone for that matter.. the main one being …
intolerable vibrations, fear and loathing
i can’t write. i’m lost for words, i’m that out of sync with myself. i’m a clueless void. i feel if i write anything, i …
a nicely ambiguous title for a (previously) locked entry.
someone broke into the tub. the board is password protected for gods sake! how the hell can anyone just guess the password?? of all places …
i’m still considering it..
i am going to tell you about yesterday. a particularly bad day. what happened? i woke up, princess was having problems with transferring dv footage …
Lost.
it’s been a strange, strange time, the last few days…… and this entry will most like raise a few eyebrows.. i’m almost at the point …
a little surprised, a little touched, a little worried..
geeeee… well someone out there is a tad obsessive….. but moving on from that, the midget was running around in the roof again last night.. …
maligned.. and somewhat bitter.
wow.. i slept last night… i mean.. i slept last night.. 12 hrs.. it was broken sleep still.. but it was sleep… i woke up …
stuff, storms, and food (‘s what i’m thinking of)
just so you all know, i’m fine… just a little frustrated at various events… i’ll be ok.. i don’t have much time to write a …
hint hint..
“good thing i’m in bitch mode..” i said.. and how.. i feel like blowing things up.. have felt that way all day.. after a series …
useless babble
i know, i know.. it’s been a while since i last updated.. sorry and what.. but.. life and what.. and writers’ block. sigh.. there’s a …
admin stuffery things and a self -analytical angry ramble.
i’ve noticed something odd with my referrer stats… someone (i have no idea who) reads http://www.hardocp.com/, then reads my diary….. this disturbs me somewhat.. its …
oh my god! was she really naked?
not quite.. but after watching the rushes, it looks like i might be.. which is what the script called for.. it was an intense shoot.. …
Faraway, So Close
i have so many things spinning around in my head. filming, i hate actors, the SOApBOx book, Hamish, artbeat, art vs writing, i miss Steven, …