bah..
last night i went to a couple of exhibition openings.. i don’t know what it was.. but either the late lunch, the beer at the …
Angelish. Archive copy of various online journals held at various places dating from 2000 to 2003.
Read with caution – this is generally a dark self-analysis.
last night i went to a couple of exhibition openings.. i don’t know what it was.. but either the late lunch, the beer at the …
i have to write about this dream i had the other night.. this was the first of about four dreams i had that night, and …
it’s odd for me to update my diary when i’m in this sort of mood.. i got the hint today.. i think.. well, i’ve been …
i feel like hell. i woke up with the worst migraine. it’s lightened to a dull ache now, so i guess thats a good thing.. …
i remember reading somewhere in a body language analysis thingy.. about how, subconsciously, you do things, to give you an opportunity for whatever it is …
i hate being this busy.. i need time to myself.. the last few days i have spent just about every waking hour, with people. and …
ok.. i know.. i haven’t been on much.. busy busy busy and what.. lemme see.. sunday: postponed meeting with Lou, stayed here for rehearsals. have …
ooh, a black page.. yes. black. Happy Birthday, J.. i’m in the worst mood possible. i’m grumpy. i’m irritable. i feel like throwing rocks at …
shut down computer. brush teeth. lock up. switch off lights. pick up sleeping cat. put cat down on bed. get changed into PJ’s. switch off …
bleh.. i have the headache from hell.. i know i should go to bed.. but.. uhhh.. i’m not sleepy.. my mind is travelling at 4000 …
ok, i’ve redesigned the site, blah blah, i added a list thingy, blah blah, i still have to add the links page to the angelish …
i sat here, reading the words on screen, understanding the meaning, but unable to relate to the experience, wait, thats not entirely true, i’ve had …
Water rushing down my back, damn, its not hot enough. The hot water system in this house sucks. Mind wanders around, trying to find something …
Water rushing down my back, damn, its not hot enough. The hot water system in this house sucks. Mind wanders around, trying to find something …
ugh. i’m feeling like crapX0r at the moment.. it’s like i can’t wake up.. even though its 4pm, and i’ve been up since 10.. my …
so last night i went to Katrina’s 23rd b’day thingy.. dinner at Fatboys, a quick stop in at Ric’s, then upstairs at The Beat. i …
i’m trying. i’m trying to keep up with everything. have you ever gotten to that point where you just can’t find the time to think …
I’m scared… i’m also nervous, jittery, restless, nauseas, and so far, sleepless. fear is something i was once quite used to.. but it was usually …
“find the words i say and find the feelings, evident and obvious, but somewhere underneath lie the words that i mean to say, the things …
i’m listening to Massive Attack’s ‘Angel’.. that really says enough about my mood.. if you don’t know it, go find it. that song is the …