fever, head, thumping.
body, joints, aching.
mind, racing, remembering.
touch, knowledge, lost.
heart, sinking.
feeling, hurt, lost, wondering, jealous, not knowing, wanting.
why?
dunno,
dunno,
dunno..
1. To put out of usual or proper place, position, or relationship.
2. To displace (a body part), especially to displace a bone from its normal position.
3. To throw into confusion or disorder; disrupt: a continuing drought that dislocated the state’s economy.
Dislocate was held at Livejournal, and ran from approx 2001 to 2010 (though it got very sparse from about 2006 onwards). It was designed to cover random musings, tangent thoughts, curious/interesting finds on the internet, quotes, things that don’t fit anywhere else.
losing touch while sitting solid. knowing nothing changes, wanting change yet fearing it. can’t let go, too safe, too secure. too insecure. need a rock …
from one wednesday to the next, my life has turned upside down, and back again. i’m kinda used to it though, it happens every now …
so then, friday night, he sends me another message.. this time, saying “Sorry about last night, I had a few beers” as if that explains/excuses …
i’m speechless. i’m stunned. baffled. amazed. astounded. and i’ve been laughing in a fit of “wtf?” all morning.. i’ve had to take a pic of …
hmm. a fabulously topsy-turvey couple of days.. i know, i haven’t been on a lot of late, but that’s because i’m having too much fun, …
fever, head, thumping.
body, joints, aching.
mind, racing, remembering.
touch, knowledge, lost.
heart, sinking.
feeling, hurt, lost, wondering, jealous, not knowing, wanting.
why?
dunno,
dunno,
dunno..
I wandered back, hell at my heels, he asked what was up, i refused to answer. nothing wants to happen, but do i want it …
and i’m tired. but i’m catching up on a few things.. i’ll post more later tonight when i feel a little more alive..
if i ever think that the middle of nowhere is a good place for a holiday, shoot me. its cold, rainy and boring. but i’m …
leaving tonight. can’t wait, yet don’t want to go. odd paradox of emotion: missing my parents, needing to get away from a few things here, …
i’m a bad tempered angle tonight.. and the smell of cleaning products wafting past me is starting to make me dizzy.. ergh.
steve found my artist statement on the artbeat site… its kinda odd, in that it doesn’t say anything about the work or my practice.. it’s …
rang my sister last night.. did as i told myself i would: told her i can’t come out, too much to do, too little time. …
rang mum, who basically told me that ‘that’s just what she’s like, don’t take it too personally.’ it’s a bit late for that. haven’t rung …
massive ‘to do’ list today.. decided that i will be going down to my parents place next thursday, so you’ll have to deal without me …
oh dear.. according to this, these are the best places (in the US) for me to live: Providence, Rhode Island New Haven, Connecticut Baltimore, Maryland …
just a tad worried about M. i know he’ll be ok in the end, but that doesn’t stop me from worrying about the effects of …
wasting time surfing various lj’s via the random link.. jUsT fOuNd OnE tHaT tIpEs lYke ThIs… kill me.. there must be someone intelligent out there.. …
It’s been a lazy Sunday.. The Jehova’s Witness convention has finally concluded, and there is a sweet silence in the air.. I haven’t yet written …