Masque commenced in July 2001 with the last post added in January 2002 – a private space, password protected, with specific people being given access. It was a more internal processing space – hence the tag-lines “the masque I hide behind” or “there is no masque” being used in various designs.
why are you defending him? wtf? i’m not defending him. i’m just showing you the other side of what you’re saying. what the hell is …
what are we? how should i approach this relationship? Work for the Welfare of All. With a pure heart, you can carry on any work… …
i’ve got a lot to say, but i can’t find the time to say it… i’m tired, i need space, and i’m really fucking busy.. …
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and then, in stark comparison to the last entry, and to the start of this, which i elaborated on in this, (friends only post to …
11pm, someday (can’t remember when.. this was scrawled in one of my paper diaries a couple of weeks ago): Sitting on the front steps, crying …
Madison Avenue – Don’t Call Me Baby You and me we had an opportunity, And we could make it something really cool, But you, you …
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my eyes flicked around the room person to person about .35 seconds each and as i flicked past him he looked at me but i …
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oh yes, life is good right now. the kind of day where hope, dreams, confidence, lust, and achievements meet under a clear blue sky on …
because things come from godknowswhere and land on my doorstep and say “hey look at me i’m here to fuck you up even more than …
gawd.. its starting again.. that sense of fascination that turns into a self fulfilling prophesy, that turns into a situation that would have been better …
a little birdie came to me
wanted to know if i could see
the fire in my eyes
if i knew i would have said
but it had just snuck on me
so i asked him what he meant
“the fire rages deep within
there’s no denying reality
even if you fail to see”
(s’ok, i’m not turning into a pyromaniac, nor have i hurt myself.)
i miss him already. he’s only been gone a day, but i miss him. i always miss him though. in that karmic/spiritual sense, i miss …
shmooooooooooopyyyyyyy… she dumped him.. i really feel for him, but i can (unfortunately) relate to her side.. she used the exact same words i used …
early winter morning
clear crisp light
drags me into the fray
a wind that
washes feeling away
weak blue overhead
words ebb and flow
none help ease the pain
language is useless
when my heart is
breaking under the strain..
We’re in this together now i’ve become impossible holding on to when when everything seemed to matter more the two of us all used and …
