Category: <span>Outlet</span>

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INTRICATE LIVES
COMPLICATED PEOPLE
 
 
 
THE SIMPLE PROCESS OF RECOGNITION AND ANALYSIS
 
reserved
bubbly
quiet
relaxed
confined
nervous
dark
 
 
the watchful eye of one detached

hiding

FADING INTO TWILIGHT
       ASHES INTO DUST
          TRY AS I MIGHT TO AVOID IT
                HIDE I MUST
 
 
 
 
HIDDEN FROM VIEW
       SHADED FROM LIGHT
              HIDING FOR FEAR
                     OF EXPOSURE
OF THE MORE
 
UNDESIRABLE PARTS OF ONE’S SELF

FRAMED

THE FRAMES OF LIFE
THE FRAMING OF LIFE
THE FRAME OF ONE’S LIFE
THE LIFE OF A FRAME
THE LIFE OF FRAMING

OH FOR THE SWEET SMELL OF A NEW LEAF OR
ON THE HORIZON OF A NEW BEGINNING

control

The wonders of reliance on something
you do not control

the power of control
and the control of power

your personal power controls
your success

                      happiness and

your control of others
and your control of yourself

A loss of control and I am left
floundering, flapping
in the Monday breeze

black

losing light
losing sight
losing height
losing might
losing will
falling hell
falls around me
cocoons me
protects me
entraps me
angers me
want to fight
got no might

 

the black cloud engulfs me on a monday morning

is it the world turning black or just me?

 

(Actual date unknown – likely sometime in May 1996; also posted in Angelish 2001)

To sleep, perchance to dream.

The prospect of sleep remains a dream.
The sweet promise of relief
a burden on my waken mind.

Some will say the mind will dream whilst awake
if not given the chance in slumber.

To sleep, perchance to dream.
To walk, perchance to dream.
To dream, perchance to sleep.

need

Sleep depravation
bewilderment
fear
paranoia
wonder

need

anonymity vs acclaim

My desire for anonymity, contradicts the acclaim I require.

(rough version)

(Actual date unknown – likely sometime in May 1996)

hope abounds

Amazement surrounds
hope abounds

belief and enlightenment
confound

abandonment of fear
shocks me
yet
refreshes

A vastly different Monday