change can be a hard thing to take, but the realisation hit me after it was over, so its no big thing this time.. not to me, anyway. it shocked me that he didnt understand.. i thought he had already decided the same thing.. i guess i dont know him as well as i thought.. or maybe.. gah, who knows…we’re so out of touch….. and thats exactly the problem…. he’s not in my dreams anymore, and hasnt been for months.. we dont even say hi for days…. the only thing that is running through my mind is “yes.. THE..boxers” .. talk about having to tell yourself to hold back…..
non bis in idem
