wheeeeeee! well i’ve had ‘fun’ the last few days..
there’s lots to tell.. i don’t know where to start with Louise, so i don’t think i’ll even bother to talk about that.. Archie’s in Prague. he buzzed me on MSN.. it was so odd talking to him over a messenger, ’cause i’m so used to dealing with him in the real world.. but he seems cool.. i apologised for not showing up to his going away night thingy.. “yea, what’s up with that, bitch?”.. he didn’t know of my health problems (“Nothing serious, i hope?!”), so it was kinda uncomfortable for a min, while i explained that it was nothing fatal, but i didn’t know what it was, just yet.. but he’s fine.. i think he kinda appreciates having someone from home that he can chat to over the net, keep him in touch with what’s going on, and all that…
revenge is a dish that’s best eaten cold. and that’s all i’ll say about that.
but my stalker ex, Paul, emailed me.. i opened my inbox, saw his name, and froze. all i could think of was “oh fuck. what does he want now?”… after i sent a message to a friend saying ‘aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh”, i opened the mail…”hi, i left my job, best thing i ever did, working here now, haven’t heard anything about you, thought i’d write and see how you are. it’d be lovely to catch up with you over a coffee sometime.” or something to that effect. i can’t remember. i deleted it pretty quickly.. but since then, i can’t get this song out of my head:
Dianah Ah Naid – Perfect Family
how do we go halves in a dog, or a house at the beach?
how do you intend to make this all up to me?
what if love is just like war, with no one to clean the mess?
what if we hold court, and i invite my relatives?
i thought this was it for me,
we got a house and a colour tv,
we’ll have a dog instead of a kid,
we’ll be the perfect family..
what’s the reason we broke up?
weren’t we trying hard enough?
now i’ve had to sell the ring,
just to pay for everything..
how did it go wrong with all the promises we made?
how do you take back all the things you said and never meant?
what if there’s no right, and we’ve been fighting for a wrong?
what if you had known we wouldn’t get along?
i thought this was it for me
we got a house and a colour tv
we’ll have a dog instead of a kid
we’ll be the perfect family..
what’s the reason we broke up?
weren’t we trying hard enough?
now i’ve had to sell the ring,
just to pay for everything..
i gave you the best of me, and now, i wan’t it back.
who am i to question what is fair in love and war?
they were your CD’s but it was me, who bought the stand..
now i just want half of everything, to get you back..
i thought this was it for me
we got a house and a colour tv
we’ll have a dog instead of a kid
we’ll be the perfect family..
what’s the reason we broke up?
weren’t we trying hard enough?
now i’ve had to sell the ring,
just to pay for everything..
just to pay for everything..
weren’t we trying hard enough?
just to pay for everything..
we got a house and a colour tv
we’ll have a dog instead of a kid
we’ll be the perfect family..