i’m exhausted.. after 4 nights in a row with less than 5 hours sleep, i slept for 13 hours last night.. and i woke up exhausted, with a headache.. and it’s hot as hell.. someone moved brzbn to within 3 miles of the sun.. two things keep running through my head….. one keeps me looking sideways, and the other, backwards.. one with a grin, the other, tears, and faint memories of some great times..
dear Andrea, yes, you had to see all the lowest of low moments, and i’m sorry to stress you like that, but honestly, i appreciate you being there, it meant a lot to me, that you could just be there, for me to babble at, regardless of the response.. from the bottom of my heart, thank you.
but i still don’t know what to say, or think, or do.