don’t let me look…ever…again…

don’t let me look…ever…again…

i’m trying my best not to think about the AWOL cowboy.. but the longer this drags on, the more i think that something has happened to him…. i know it’s vastly pessimistic of me, but he’s not the kind of person to be offline for this long (almost a month now) without a REASON. and yes, that scares me.. i’m more worried and upset than pissed off.. i miss him. regardless of how deep anyone’s feelings run, we had fun together, and now i feel like i’ve lost a friend.. and i don’t know where to start looking for him again….