it was the last thing i expected to hear..

and i cried.. i didn’t say so.. but i did.. the news hit me.. in the worst way…all i could think of was “ohh no no no no no… this isnt happening”.. yesterday was rollercoaster day, really.. the high point? hehe.. i gots da powAr!.. seriously though, i’ll be ok, i’ll get over it… we got the quote for the back-end programming for the site, its pretty good, actually.. a lot easier than i thought.. providing this program works, of course.. so i have a ton of things to do today.. i have to get slides and stuff to franz tomorrow.. a meeting tomorrow night with helen.. argh.. its all happening too fast…