and things have been crazy. Roller-coaster crazy.
Bad thoughts of me from all angles, and brain going sideways with thoughts of lingering and passed grandparents, bad sleep habits and nightmares combines with the cat on heat yeowlling all night. Steve’s back from holidays and turbulent and it makes me worry some. I need to sort a few things out and readjust my thinking and try something different to find improvement and respect for myself and others. It may sound like I’m being harsh on myself but I’m not. I’ve really not being paying attention to certain things that deserved it.
and yet there are times when it seems that some people do the same to me. it’s non-recognition, non-inclusive, and non-responsive.
x L