Looks can be deceiving.

Looks can be deceiving.

I look like I’ve been cutting myself… I haven’t, I just look like that. Why? ‘Cause I gave the cat a bath this afternoon. She has claws of steel to go with her beautiful fluffy tail. 😀

Just watched Queer as Folk, and damn, I love that show. Brilliant story lines & depth, amazing dialogue, incredible acting, beautifully edited, and an amazing soundtrack. Just. Love. It. If you don’t watch it, start. Well worth it.

Had a strange weekend… Basically, I didn’t sleep well all weekend. Bad dreams every night. I can’t (thankfully) remember them very clearly, but I have flashes of images that are disturbing, and that’s enough to know. I really don’t know what they were all about, I just know that I don’t want them to come back. The house-guests I mentioned? They were great. They can come back. No worries.

Talked to my sister & niece, and then to ma & pa. All are doing well. Ma & pa are having a great time, wish I was there.

Feel like I should say something about the new name/catch-phrase on my journal: “Let me inside again”. I guess I feel like I’ve been left (or put myself) on the outer for a while, and I feel like I need to return.

I want you to let me in again. I don’t like being left in the rain. I need contact. Though it is there, it doesn’t feel real. I don’t know what real is anymore.

Maybe that’s what the dreams were about. I don’t know, I don’t remember them enough to know.

This is incredibly random.