it’s been a strange, strange time, the last few days……
and this entry will most like raise a few eyebrows..
i’m almost at the point where i can’t wait any longer. those around me are very influential. and i know i shouldn’t just fold, but the pressure is great. no, it’s not pressure.. but whatever it is, it’s strong. deletion is a bold move. i’m not that bold. not at the moment. it takes a lot to get me to that point, but i’m nearing the end of my fuse. yes, i need a break. i need a break from the work load, and that is coming.. but i also need a break from the worry. that, being a dual virgo, is near impossible for me to achieve. no matter what’s going on, i worry. the wait is killing me. hope is fading. i pray (‘s odd for me) that the wait will end soon.
i don’t want to face the alternative.
but i’m starting to think i should pay my bar tab..
lyrics time..
Dkarn
hey hey hey we’re new kings
cause i dont wanna see and i dont wanna bleed no more
grey grave and not green
took me from my shell and lead me to the line of war
c’mon
hey hey hey i knew kings
cause i dont wanna bleed but i dont wanna see no more
grey grey when not green
took me from my shell and lead me to the line of war c’mon
i cant live this with end
i can feel this end
i cant live this with end
i can feel this end
i cant live this with end
i can feel this end
i cant live with this..
i dont want i dont want to hate you
i dont need to show you myself
you just need you just need something
to destroy
i dont i dont want to hate you
i dont need to show you myself
you just want you just want something
to destroy