disintegration of things, the specific inexplicables,
the ambiguous, the sublime, the subliminal and the literal,
the things, the memories, the friendships and feelings,
distance increasing, inconspicuous and dissolved…
particular improvements resulted in particular disintegration –
related inappropriate cohesive concession.
but did I ask myself if I expected this?
No.
PS. It’s not as bad as it sounds, I’m actually reflecting on times past, not so much the present. The present is here, within this, but I feel that it’s presence is merely a reminder-reflection of things that were & almost-could-be-again.