it’s not been too bad, i guess.. slept in, cleaned the kitchen, did my laundry, tried (again) to meditate, got disturbed by princess offering coffee, who then went and turned on the tv at such a volume that i could barely hear myself think… now waiting for Clay to arrive…
worrying slightly about what tomorrow will bring.. i get the feeling there is a confrontation between myself and Kim-Ann, following her bitch-trick of wednesday night. i’m sure i’ll cope. frankly, i haven’t invited her into my life, and i don’t see that she has any right to judge me, or anyone else in my life. i just think it’s funny that she thinks i care about her opinions.
worrying slightly about yesterday.. hated being in the middle, wanting everything to work out, knowing it may not.. i just want you both to know that i love and value you both, regardless of what pans out.
contemplating Daniel’s proposal RE: space.. trying to work out how that fits into what i’ve done before, and where i’m at now in my practice..
sunday, bloody sunday..
lost
I stood in the fish fond and let them nibble my toes.
Your day was infinitely more productive.