hrm.
D is away. He has started his job out at the mines – two weeks on, one off. It’s now 5 sleeps till he’s home. …
Tag: amore
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feel like crap, don’t know what i’m thinking about, but things just aren’t right. it’s alright, but it’s not right? does that make sense? i’ve …
just because…
All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for the daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere. The tears …
so.. um. yeah.
things are weird all over the place, i don’t know what is going on within the confines of my mind&heart combined. there’s stuff to say, …
can i say the words i feel?
…without baulking at them, that is. i nearly choke on the feelings, let alone trying to get the words out. i feel, therefore i cannot …
agh. I hate decisions like this.
D asked me to move in with him. What do I do? I kinda feel like it’s a tad too soon, but at the same …
the beast/best in me…
I have been having nightmares. Rather, a recurring nightmare. I have not had this nightmare when at home alone. I have this nightmare on nights …
Three course meal.
Entree. Care. Mark, I have tried to call, can’t get through. Hope you’re all ok and stuff. hugs Mains. Love. Hearing that someone other has …
fuzzy and distant and empty and blank
This week has been odd on a number of levels.. and I’m still feeling the effects of all that. Basically, I haven’t posted about any …
please… I can’t help but think…
…what was I thinking, telling myself to let go? when you call me, and describe that feeling of utter loneliness that I went through oh-not-so-long-ago, …