feel like crap, don’t know what i’m thinking about, but things just aren’t right. it’s alright, but it’s not right? does that make sense? i’ve …
My soul feels cold. I think this is the problem with my mood lately. I’m over the separation thing. I want more interaction with the …
I have been having nightmares. Rather, a recurring nightmare. I have not had this nightmare when at home alone. I have this nightmare on nights …
To be, or not to be, that is the question. If I were to commit a crime, I would hang my head in shame, but …
Ohkay…We returns, preciousss.. Whilst we’re on nerdy little topics.. So anyway, what’s been going on… Christmas was… not specifically enjoyable, but fine. I miss my …
dystopia . don’t show me this . don’t feel this . don’t touch me . don’t watch this . don’t try this at home . don’t make me explain this . don’t hear this .
i can’t escape this . i can’t describe this . i can’t hope for this . i can’t make this happen . i can’t make this go away . i can’t solve this . i can’t wait for this . i can’t feel this .
i don’t want this . i don’t know what i want . i don’t feel anything . i feel no.thing . there is some.thing . i want no.thing . i want some.thing .
feel like i’m living on borrowed time, like i’m living in someone else’s space, like i don’t belong, like there’s nowhere else to go even …
One part good, one part dead, one part spiralling downwards out of control, about to crash. Please return your seatbacks to their full upright and …
Dreams of Colombian drug lords and Japanese businessmen and geisha girls, and the murders of all of them. Things are a little weird, you might …
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Things are odd, things are crazy, things are not quite what I thought they’d be or hoped for. I’ve been gone, been away, blocked, blocking, …
Friday afternoon, and I’m fucked. um, exhausted, that is. Yea, Kuranda went well, two more to go: on the 17th & 24th. woohah. & I …
and things have been crazy. Roller-coaster crazy. Bad thoughts of me from all angles, and brain going sideways with thoughts of lingering and passed grandparents, …
This week has been odd on a number of levels.. and I’m still feeling the effects of all that. Basically, I haven’t posted about any …
disintegration of things, the specific inexplicables, the ambiguous, the sublime, the subliminal and the literal, the things, the memories, the friendships and feelings, distance increasing, …
…what was I thinking, telling myself to let go? when you call me, and describe that feeling of utter loneliness that I went through oh-not-so-long-ago, …
