Lots going on. Planning time for the next season, we could be moving on in either a week or two weeks time, or thereabouts; but the point is that there’s so many options, and things keep changing so quickly that it’s difficult to keep a grip on where I’m standing now, much less where I’ll be in a few weeks time. Actually, where is not the question, it’s what I’m doing there, and who else is with me. There’s no question that Clay will be with me, but the parents, my sister & her family could be anywhere around the place – same town, same farm; or different town altogether – no one is sure yet.
Day by day, I’m having a ball, and yet having some trouble with it at the same time. A few minor problems family side, and Clay has hit the nail on head a few times, helping me to sort out a few things (I think it’s known as “baggage”). It’s hard to face it, it’s even harder to act on it, but at least I know what it is, and I know that I’m not alone.
Time is flying like crazy. It’s already October.. Why is it that it seems odd that it’s already October 19th? Maybe because of this? a year has blitzed past and it hardly seems like it, a year should seem so much longer…
Just a quick note Re: Bali… Toni, sweetie, if you’re reading this, please please please let me know where you are and that you’re alright.. I can’t remember for the life of me where you were heading to first, or when. (I send this message out to the universe, and pray that you hear this somehow) I hope that you’re safe, well, and above all, happy. If tragedy has touched your life at all, then I pray that you find peace, and know that I send you my love and strength.