how was my day? a succession of visions of possibilities.. it was haunting..my phone call to mum didn’t help to put them to rest… they’ve gotten stronger.. i can almost feel her pain.. and its so intense…
i have another problem.. even though i know that she should have done more.. but my failure to follow through has left me feeling like i let her down.. it’s a catch 22.. i couldn’t act without her, and she couldn’t have done anymore….